| i wish i could go home to las vegas
i wish i could see my parents
i wish i could see my friends
i wish i had a better grade in physics
i wish i didnt get involved in these twisted situations that make me deserve my own tv soap opera
i wish for more laughter
i wish for you.
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| a post! it's been so long. 2.40 am w/ class @ 10am tomorrow. yikes.
i have issues. can someone fix them for me please?
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| Didn't really know where else to write... just felt like I needed to get this out. cant use facebook cuz that retardad news feed shit... I was doing good. the first day of school was amazing. the muse/strokes concert. cute boys. and the next day was good too. i was so happy. then things started piling up. i just dont know. i guess im just feeling emotional. i feel so incredibly incompetent, inadequate, unvaluable, unattractive. the list goes on. i hope this will pass soon, because it's starting to take it's toll along w/ 17 hrs of work/week and classes. i am so alone. and something is missing.
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i hate feeling like this. it wont go away. there is nothing wrong in my life. there are millions of people that have much worse situations than me. i know i shouldnt feel this way. and im just whining. is there a way to get rid of this stabbing feeling of pain inside? like no one is there.
im lost.
this better go away soon.
i've tried everything. listening to happy music, going to parties, concentrating on work, dressing up, sleeping more, coffee, chocolate.
i just want this all to end now.
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| i have a crush crushes. and it makes me happy. and i have fun with friends. and i'm still looking for a job. and overall i have been in am in and hopefully will be in a good mood.
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